Holiday + Rants


          Hello again after a long time (sighs) seems like I'm still a failure of trying my best in updating the blog daily. Well, can't blame myself though since I keep going through hectic days. Yup, that explains well how my practicum session is going on extremely hectic. Whatever, I still can't believe that I'm actually a teacher now (even though it's not really legit lol since I'm still the practical one) but yeah — I do feel like I'm a real teacher, I guess? Yeah, having to deal with the brats (read: naughty kids) is such a headache and it made me felt quite disappointed since I usually love children but — my perception is slowly changing because of what I've been through. The thing that I noticed while going through my practicum session is how different kids nowadays are compared to my days. Perhaps, it's because of the technological factors or parenting styles (just saying) which makes it become like this but yeah, I'm trying my best to face it and just deal with it yo.

          By the way, I'm glad that I finally managed to enjoy holidays again, normally (read: screw college's holidays) ohohohoho I felt like I'm going back to my schooldays because heck yes, I love long-ass holidays (whoops). It's absolutely a chance for me to run away from the reality for a while and a break that I would appreciate. Thanks to the Ministry, I'm back to my hometown in Terengganu after three months, I think and I miss it so so so bad. Especially the food, lol and also the loves I'm receiving from my grandparents (gosh I love being pampered).



          OH AND YES. Let's forget about all of the frustrating thoughts that I had before lol it's not beneficial after all /face-palms/. A good news just got released today which is Wanna One's Fanmeeting in Malaysia guys omg omg omg omg finally! (please excuse my fangirling mode lol. I've known that it would get announced hahahaha lol IME took quite a time to confirm it. I'm truly glad that YMC Entertainment did notice our country and I couldn't wait to meet my boys and fellow Malaysian Wannables! It's going to be an exciting moment for all of us dsjdshdkfkfdkfjk (alien language wtf) I'm quite positive that I'm going no matter what because I wanna meet Lai Guanlin so bad in real-life (cries). Let's hope that IME is generous enough to serve us the affordable price of tickets since most of the fans are students (sobs the struggle of being a dedicated fan)

        Guess that I've written long enough? Yeah, my fingers already felt sore (because I wrote too much lesson plans duh blame my procrastination). So I hope that everyone has a good holiday and spend all of your times with the beloved ones! That's all for today, adios!



August.



          Assalamua'laikum and hello, everyone! Finally, another post after being MIA (lol not that anyone actually cares). Btw, sorry if the gif above is so damn distracting lol my precious son Guanlin is just too cute ;_; So August came just in a blink and phew, I'm already at the end of my fifth semester. Soon, I will be going to enter my practicum session as soon as I ended my final examination (please pray for me and my friends ㅜㅜ) I still can't brain at the thought of kids calling me with the title "teacher" damn, it feels so surreal. Ah, whatever. There are a lot of good things happened in August though, I actually experienced a lot of new things. Well, the latest one was when me and my friends went to watch a horror movie at the cinema (uh-oh, lame). FYI, I never had an experience of watching one since I hate horror movies lmao but then I guess that I just broke the boundaries last Friday (kudos to myself lol). It was fun eventhough I keep shielding myself with my bag and missed most of the horrifying scenes but then I managed to show off to my friends that I can survive the challenge. It feels good though to spend quality time together since we barely manage to spend our time as we always did before. Screw the schedules. Yeah, I miss the good old days.



(From left: Hanis, Shaqirah, the cutest girl on earth, Iffah & Fara)

          So that's us. Excuse our silly and not-so-cute poses lol, all of us are single for a good reason (istg I can't believe that I'm saying this). Our faces clearly showed that we had a good time, weren't we? And yeah, I just started wearing specs since last week and yeah, kind of getting used of it. Lol, sorry if it didn't look suitable on me but I'm just going to wear what I wanna wear as long as I am comfortable and happy yoohoo. There, no one would judge lol. I would love to upload a post-cinema pic but then all of us didn't really look presentable enough so nope hahahahahaha. Yup, that was before we went into the cinema and screamed at our best. Love these fellas to the moon and the back and the other planets (okay nope nope), hope that we'll make more memories together in the future! We might be separated during the practicum session but I hope we can still catch up y'all. Out of these five people, only Fara who didn't participate the practicum session since she's not from TESL course. However, she's still going to participate in internship programme for her accounting course. Alright, that's enough. I'm in need to express my Wannable feels.


          These guys are Wanna One who managed to wreck my life with their high-quality talents and visuals istg are these guys even real? Alright, to be super honest I didn't really satisfied with the Top 11 line-up because my dearest son, Samuel and our Nation's leader, Jonghyun aren't listed but then I can't deny the chemistry that they have right now. It's like, it was already fated (oh, of course). I love this group so much ;_; It's just saddening whenever the fact that they are only going to last 1.5 years as a whole group. The growth of their popularity is definitely crazy though, damn 5 wins after the of debut are you even kidding? I can't wait to see what kind of concept they would try in the future. I love the debut album so much (but I'm currently broke so no buying albums ㅜㅜ), all the tracks are lit! Try to give it a listen and you surely gonna fall in love with it euhehehehe (lol). Also the members! I actually had a hard time to decide who is my bias because I thought that I love all of them equally but then- Lai Guanlin stole my heart and made me to betray my ownself about not being bias towards the member who is younger than myself. Ah, screw that. I'm just going to love Guanlin as a lovely cutiepie 동셍. So my point is, GO AND STAN WANNA ONE PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU ONLY HAVE A YEAR TO DO SO! Totally didn't want to repeat my mistake for stanning I.O.I damn so late sobs I started to have interest on them when they finished promoting Dream Girls and I was like so clueless about their contract. My heart shattered like a broken glass when I saw the news that they were going to disband on 2017. Please, can't they let Wanna One stay a little bit longer? OOOOOOOKAY. I'm emo, don't touch me.


My other reason to be emo (facepalm).

          Please tell Guanlin to stop being clingy with Jihoon because my heart can't handle the bromance between them lmao. Seriously, these two are so adorable! I love how Jihoon paid attention towards Guanlin unending love to him (coughs) he is a good hyung to Guanlin. My son deserves so much love from everyone huhuhu (emo again T.T). There are so many ships in Wanna One like: OngNiel, WinkDeep, Pink Sausages, JinHwi & etc but PanWink is my favourite obviously! Alright, that's all I think because it will keep being longer and longer if I continue with my spazzing.

          
          Have a Jihoon's nae maeum soge jeojang before I ended this post! Take care minnasan, I will try to update more often (which is actually quite hard but nah). Perhaps I can share about my practicum experience later lol. Till then, adios people!


해안이 보이지 않는 것을 이겨낼 용기가 없다면 절대로 바다를 건널 수 없다.
You can never cross the ocean until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore. 











[Movie Review] Transformers: The Last Knight



          Assalamua'laikum and hello, everyone! It feels good to finally be back after a long time lol. I'm currently in my fifth semester now (omg, the last semester before my practicum starts!). And yes, I've been so busy juggling with life and schedules — it's such a hectic year for me. Anyway, I went out for a gathering today with bunch of friends which ended up watching the latest movie franchaise of our beloved robots; Transformers. Honestly speaking, I'm not even a fan of this movie frachaise but yes since everyone agreed to watch it — I gave in too. At first I was like, "Damn, how I wish I could watch anything else instead of these robots." and I actually had zero expectations when I entered the cinema hall. I still remembered spending half an hour on watching the long ass advertisments before the movie started, thank god I wasn't asleep because one of my friends did (lmao). Whatever, let's just proceed with my personal review regarding this legendary sci-fi movie (hoho). Gotta put some spoiler alerts too, I guess. FYI, I'm bad t reviewing so I'm just going to write what I wanna write fufufufufu.



Title: Transformers: The Last Knight
Duration: 2 hour 29 minutes
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Adventure, Sci-fi,Action
Director: Michael Bay
Writers: Art Marcum, Matt Holloway 

Description: Autobots and Decepticons are at war, 
with humans on the sidelines. Optimus Prime is gone. 
The key to saving our future lies buried in the secrets of the past, 
in the hidden history of Transformers on Earth. 


Personal review:



         As I said in the beginning, I wasn't even a huge fan of Sci-fi movie (which also depends), I didn't even follow the past movies of Transformers but I did know bits by bits regarding the Transformers' background. During the beginning of the movie, I was actually feeling quite anxious since I'm worried that I won't be able to understand about what the hell is happening in the movie because I thought that it would be linked with the previous movie. Honestly, yes it might be linked but I think it was safe to say — it's still understandable even if you guys didn't watch the previous movies. Seriously, I enjoyed most of the journey throughout the movie. It's so thrilling and exciting as hell. For god's sake, I'm actually quite grateful that I didn't let out a loud shriek in the cinema hall because I would be so embarrassed for the rest of my life if that happened.

          I guess that I gotta say that I love how the writers linked the Transformer's history with the well-known people. They actually used Lancelot, phew I was like — damn brilliant (ooooops, spoiler alert!). It's very very creative and amusing as well. How I wish that I could have the writers' brains and create such a magnificent plot by my own. Crap, that's gonna damn amazing if that happened (sadly, hun it's not happening T T). Aside from that, I wanna praise the director for the good choices of the casts and crews. I love mostly of the casts especially, Cade Yeager which is played by Mark Wahlberg. Kudos to Laura Haddock who played as Viviane for being able to catch my heart lol, I LOVE HER CHARACTER SO MUCH. Oh oh oh, and not to forget Cogman! If you guys are going to watch this movie, I'm sure that you'll love Cogman for his sense of humour and annoying but funny attitude. Truly, he's the real scene stealer I would say. 

          Putting that aside, let's talk about Autobots. At first, I was quite confused by the fact that the Autobots got separated again with Optimus Prime but then I kind of managed to catch the gist of it so yeah. The only expectation I had for our guy, Optimus Prime was to play the "hero" character throughout the story. He was a hero, but then there's a moment where he turned out to be a "villain" instead (sighs, another spoiler again). The Decepticon guys were trashy as ever, especially that damn bastard Megatron (sorry not so sorry). I always got an emo attack whenever the Decepticon guys appeared, I was like "Oh my god, can't you guys just disappear and let me breathe peacefully?!" 

          The ending was good, but I could sense another movie will be coming out soon and I'll make sure to watch it again next time! Even though I'm quite sad that one of my favourite characters was swiped out during the war but yeah, I'm okay with it (NOOOOOOO, I'm not okay please bring him back T T) The Earth was saved and yay, the end! Sorry, I can't spit out the details because if I'm going to do so this post is going to be longer and longer. Apart from that, I learnt a lot of things from this movie. There's a lot of good and inspirational quotes which were included in the movie. Can't remember it well but they kept saying things  like, "No sacrifice, no win." It's undeniably true indeed as in life we won't achieve success without working yourself off. Nothing comes easy, you have to endure the rain before being able to see the rainbow. Lol, I'm trying to sound inspirational again. Last but not least, I would like to recommend this movie to everyone! For the Transformers lovers and followers, it is a must for you guys to watch this movie because you guys shouldn't miss the dope-ness of this movie!


Personal rating (out of 10): ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★




Fine.

Happy birthday, Chorong-unnie ;) [170303]

     Domou [hello]. Once again, another post after a very very long time. Truthfully, I really miss updating this blog but time won't allow me to do so. Zannen [too bad]. 2017 came too fast in fact, I still need time to adapt the situation where I am actually 20. It's funny though, whenever I thought of it. Time really flies fast. Maybe this is why people always said, "Chase the time, don't let it chases you instead". Undoubtedly true, just right on the point. Entering Semester 4 makes me realize of how precious the time itself is. Seriously guys, you guys wouldn't even want to put yourselves in my shoes. But then, it's still considered as part of the process; where you learn and you enjoy doing things. Ah, here I am again trying to inspirational (yet fails lol). 


      
     Sighs, of course once again I would like to rant about my hard times being an adult lol. Sometimes I do wonder, why being a grown up is so complicated? I mean, the expectations were to high. How would you feel when people putting a really high hope on you, yet you yourself in the other hand is just only an ordinary person? The only thing that I felt was guilt. It's just too tiring to keep up with people's expectations, and you just found yourself falling real deep. Falling into that the hole of guilt. But then, we need to remember that this life, it's ours. So keep your head up, and just do what you want to do. Spend as much time to make yourself happy and blessed.

 [This is totally me, whenever I feel sad duh.]

     Okay, that's enough lol. It wouldn't be fun if this post keep spreading the emo feelings, let's talk about happy things. Oh, nowadays I've been interested in figure skating. Hoho, of course  would like to thank Kubo-sensei for being the creator of Yuri!!!On Ice. Omg, seriously YOI taught me a lot of things about how beautiful figure skating sport could be. I'm almost a trash, coughs for Japanese skaters especially. Nope, I'm definitely a certified trash lololol because gosh I've sacrificed a lot of my K-Pop videos that I saved in my laptop so that I could download more figure skating videos. 

 /screams/ Shoma-kun and Yuzu-kun!

     OMG. I swear that I love these two the most! Heck yes, they're very artistic and beautiful whenever they're on ice. Their skills are totally on the top! However, there are also tons of talented skaters out there. Even though I'm more focused on JSF skaters, I have to admit that in the figure skating world there's a lot to watch! All the skaters who skates on the ice are considered talented on my point of view. Dude, it's not even easy to skate flawlessly on the ice especially not where you're like me (coughs I have too much fats). Oh, oh and there's another one that you guys should put your eyes on to!

Shibsibs, who are also known as Shibutani siblings!

     So these are my faves from the non-Japan team lmao; Alex Shibutani and Maia Shibutani from Team USA! They're totally adorable and sooooooo interesting to be watched! You guys should check out their Youtube account: Shibsibs and watch their amazing videos regarding their journey as athletes! Really, they're fun to watch! Alex is such a reliable brother to Maia, perhaps that's what makes me feel so in love with these Shibutani siblings. Aside from Shibsibs, I also have my eye on the other person who's in Team USA. The young one, yet powerful!

Say hi to our, SlayThan!

     HEREEEEEE HE IS OMG. The strong competitor, our Nathan Chen! I swear that this kiddo surprises me a lot! His skills are just sooooooooooooooooooo fine! Congrats to Nathan for winning a Gold for himself during this year's 4CC! Omg, I really thought Yuzuru would be the one who will win but then DANG! Nathan proves that he deserves it more, and it's very very surprising. He did well, really well that I'm so amazed with his performance. THE TRUE DEFINITION OF SLAYTHAN. God, Nathan loves quads and he slays them well! Kudos to you kiddo! Check it out, figure skating is such an interesting sport!


Shoma Uno, the love of my life /wipes tears/