Pre-fanfic

“Kim Myungsoo , what kind of creature are you ?” I said , stuttered. I cursed myself when I realized what I’m saying. Now he would know it. He flashed his black eyes towards me. And , it twinkled like a diamond. He caught my hand in his grip. Trapping me between the wall and him.

“Who do you think I am?”

“I….” He gave me a wicked smile. The distance between us becomes closer. It makes me couldn’t even breathe properly. His eyes were looking at something. Oh no , he’s looking at my veins. I could feel his thrist by just looking in his eyes. Oh god , what should I do now?

“Myungsoo…” I muttered his name under my breath hoping that he will stop his doing. But it was hopeless. He decreased the distance between us by coming closer. His target is absolutely my… Neck. I gulped my own saliva , trying to calm myself.

‘No. He’s not going to do it. I trust him,’ I closed my eyes as he’s coming closer.

“Son Naeun , what do you think about me? Who I am actually?” He said in his soothing voice which melts me. I didn’t answer his question. He fastened his grip on me. I yelped in pain as it hurts me a bit.

          “Myungsoo , stop it.” I tried to persuade him. Oh gosh , he needs to go back to his sense.

“Why should I? You look.. Delicious after all,” He said in his wicked tone. Oh my , please don’t do this. I know he wouldn’t do it.

“Myungsoo , I trust you. You’re not a wicked creature,”

“What do you know about me? What kind of creature I am then?” He shot me with the same question.  I hold my breath and opened my eyes. Looking at him in the eyes. Those black eyes looks beautiful , dazzling like stars on the sky.

“I know who you are,” I stated. Trying to help him to get back his senses. He gave me a sharp look.

“Say it then,”

I take a long breath before saying those words. I need to say it even if I don’t want because he seems like he’s not going to stop until he gets the answer from me.

“You’re…” I hesitated. Worried if  I will hurt him if I know what he really is. He’ve tried his best to keep this from the others. But it seems like I’m the one who ruined it.

“I am what? Please finish your words. It’s impolite if you couldn’t finish your words,” He said while giving me his famous smirk. I collected all my strength to say those words.

“You’re a… Vampire. Indeed a vampire prince ,” I said it finally. He’s not moving a bit after hearing my answer. My eyes are still attached to those beautiful and dazzling black eyes of him. He kept his head down , avoiding me from staring those beautiful eyes. Slowly , he let go of his grip.

“So…. You knew about it,” He said in sigh. I could sense the dissappoinment in his words. I rubbed my hand which is still hurts because of his grip.

“Myungsoo ,” I called him. But no answer from him. He still kept his head down. Oh dear , he looked so pathetic. No , I couldn’t let this be. He needs to get his strength back.

“Kim Myungsoo , look at me,” I said. Slowly , he looked up at me. I stared those beautiful black eyes again. But this time they lost their shines , I need to admit it that they look sad.

“You will hate me , right?” He said suddenly. I shook my head. Of course , not! How come I’ll hate a precious creature.

“Why should I?” I asked him back. He threw his look towards my hand which looks swollen because of his grip. He approached my hand with his right hand. I could feel the coldness of his skin. Yeah , vampires is cold-blooded right?

“Look what I’ve done to you. It must hurts right.” He said while rubbing my hand slowly and carefully.

“It’s nothing.”

“This is why I hate myself. I’m born to be a killer. Creature like me shouldn’t exist in this world,” I gave him a sharp look and shook my head.

“No , you’re not. Don’t say like that. It’s not like you’re the one who wants it.” I tried to comfort him. He gave me a weak smile. Oh god , I hate to see him like this. He looks so in hurt.

“Myungsoo , I’m sorry. I shouldn’t dig up your secret. I really couldn’t help but my curiousness forced me to do it.”

“No , it’s not your fault after all. You’re curious. I would do the same thing too if I were you,”  He stated.

“And , I’m sorry too.  I didn’t even have the intention to suck your precious blood.” He quietly said. I looked at him. He looked tired. I knew that he need blood to survive. I wonder how long that he’d been sucking deers’ blood.

“You don’t have to. It’s not your fault after all.” I tried to calm him and gave a pat on his back. He gave his smile at me. It looks so sincere and pure. I could feel that my heart would burst in anytime.

“Son Naeun. You’re weird.” I flashed my brows and gave him a puzzled look.

“Why would you said that?”

“Why won’t you feel afraid of me? I could kill you anytime if I want. And I would be a danger for you so why don’t you feel afraid?” He stated seriously. I gulped my own saliva. How should I answer this question?

“Kim Myungsoo.” I called his name. He looked at me , waiting for my answer.

“When the first time I knew you’re a vampire , I felt so afraid back then. But I have my trust on you. You wouldn’t hurt me. That’s why I don’t feel afraid. Being with you makes me feel so safe.” Myungsoo  looked at her. Admiring the beautiful figure in front of him.

“No. You’re wrong. I’m dangerous and you know that.”

“I know you. I trust you. And nothing can’t change that. It’s not your wish to be born as a vampire.”

“But still.. I’m the vampire prince. My enemies are everywhere. And… I don’t want them to hurt you… So,” He paused.

“Stay away from me. For your own sake. Please , I’m begging you.” He continued. I could feel a thug in my heart when I heard him say that. Why is it? I’m not afraid of those freakin’ moron creatures that want to destroy him. He’s the one who should be protected.

“No , I can’t.”

“Son Naeun , stop being stuborn will you!” He angered at me. But I kept being calm.

“How can I stay away from you?” I said with a lower voice. I looked at him pleadingly.

Lol aku dah tak tahu nak sambung apa lol kekeke takde kerja pergi post benda alah ni harhar ;_; Aku addict gila dengan buku pasal vampires lmao hahaha aku suka bayangkan Myungsoo jadi vampire lol aku rasa macam sesuai sangat. Duhhhh , aku ingat nak post benda ni dekat asianfanfics tapi /sigh/ Tak naklahhh segan haha btw benda ni cuma sebahagian dari imaginasi aku je ._. Okay lol minta diri dulu haha okbye ;w;

P/S: Aku nak sambung tapi takde idea uhuk ;--;

Sesapa baik hati nak menyumbangkan idea silakan lol ahaha

Truely Okay.

Assalamua'laikum. Hoho , Katniss kelihatan sungguh bergaya di situ lol ahahaha. Ehem actually aku tak tahu nak cerita pasal apa lol. Harhar aku baru sampai Terengganu tengahari tadi lol haihhhh aku tak ikut family aku balik kampung sebab rasa penat yang menyebulungi diri uhuk uhuk. Yelah mana taknya baru balik dari Petaling Jaya semalam then terus bertolak balik ke Terengganu hoh sumpah penat gilaaaa weh dahlah tidur dalam kereta tak puas sobs fuhhhhh sakit tengkuk aku dibuatnya. Btw , aku bersyukur sebab terpilih sebagai wakil negeri Melaka ke Digital Story-Telling Competition yang diadakan di MBO Cinema haritu. Like seriously aku kagum betul dengan bakat-bakat yang dimiliki oleh peserta-peserta negeri lain. Walaupun aku dengan kawan-kawan aku tak menang , sekurang-kurangnya kami tak pulang dengan tangan kosong hehe at least still ada hadiah untuk pemenang peringkat negeri harhar. Alhamdulillah , tak sia-sia pergi sana. Banyak jugak ilmu yang kami dapat lol dan aku rasa aku nak try lagi untuk buat animasi yang lebih baik. Kekeke , ni yang buat aku lagi bersemangat ambik course animasi time dekat universiti nanti haha. Afterall , me and my fellow teammates really enjoy ourselves there. Sayang betul sobs kenapalah tahun depan aku jadi Form 5 urghhhh kalau tak boleh minta dengan cikgu untuk join lagi tsk. Takpelah kalau tak menang pun sekurang-kurangnya dapat menambahkan ilmu di dada ecehhhh.

Click the image to read the fanfic lol. 

Lol hahaha saje je lol keke promote fanfic kejap harhar. Sobs minta maaf kalau-kalau ada kesalahan grammar lol hehe biasalah manusia tak pernah lari daripada melakukan kesilapan kan ecececehhh. Poster pun simple gila nak mampus haha takpelah lain kali kalau ada masa aku buat poster yang lebih baik lol tsk. Btw , haha main character dalam fanfic ni sebenarnya Myungsoo dengan Naeun hoho well biasalah aku kan hardcore shipper mereka ewahhh haha /flips hair/ Cisseuuuu tapi haha berita tentang Myungsoo tadi memang buat aku rasa sakit hati sobseuuuu wuuuu ;--; Kenapa mesti ada confirmation tentang rumour haritu pffffft. Dahlah time tu aku baru nak berjimba-jimba sebab Naeun favourite gambar MyungEun yang pinkspirit edit sobs haihhhh spoil mood aku jehh /campak allkepok dalam perigi/ Tapi apa-apapun aku akan tetap ship MyungEun lol wuuuu dah tiga tahun aku ship mereka berdua uhuk uhuk so biarlah aku teruskan ship mereka berdua walaupun dengar khabarnya Myungsoo dah ada orang lain tsk. Dengan cara tu je aku boleh kurangkan rasa sedih yang bertamu di hati ini uhuhuhu haihhh sodihnya cerita aku ini lol ;A; /kesat hingus/ Wuuuu aku harap Kyungsoo takkan mengkhianati kepercayaan aku lol hahaha. Myungsoo , aku redha dengan keputusan kau hmmmmm walaupun aku teramat tak bersetuju sebenarnya tsk. Cubalah kau fikir masak-masak balik ye haha ewahh macam dia baca pulak lmao -_- 

Wishing a very happy birthday to our happy virus. May you will always stay healthy and happy , Park Chanyeol. Haha , and keep growing tall lmao hahaha don't forget to take a good care of my baby Kyungsoo and your lovely Byun Baekhyun keke ;; That's all for today guys don't forget to join our segment hoho *u* Adios bbies ;

Dreams Come True.

Assalamua'laikum and hi-yeoms lol. Idk why lol but I want to write this post in English hoho so please ignore my damn grammar mistakes tsk. AAAAAAA did you guys saw those gifs above huwaaaaa my ship is sailing lol harhar Myungsoo looks so excited when Naeun came out from the car oh what's life lol ahahahahah lmao /flips myself/ Omg I really think that Running Man ships PinkFinite lol haha like seriously lol asdfghjkl.

Dodgeball game is one of my favourite part lol harhar this is because Myungsoo and Naeun absolutely stick to each other AAAAAA can I scream lol huarghhhh my hearts gonna explode harhar awwww and there's a part when Naeun got hit by a ball and Myungsoo seems like to be angry to the culprit who threw the ball to Naeun ;_; Myungsoo , your expression is so obvious lol ahahahaha I know that you're absolutely have your eyes on Naeun right ahaaaaa I REALLY KNOW THAT MYUNG AHAHAHA OMG I'M BEING SO DELUSIONAL LULS /FLIPS MAHSELF/Lmao haha actually GyuJi were the first one who interacts to each other lol omg omg I've been screaming like crazy when Eunji confessed that her ideal type is Sunggyu lol wahahaha omg I love you Gary harhar thanks for asking them that question lol u_u Omg I'm not going to forget those precious moments sobs like seriously ahaha I hope they'll meet each other again in the other show ._. You need to watch the full episode lol harhar and surely you won't regret harhar *o* Okay then , I need to go luls huarghhhh working hard in my studies since the final exam is just around the corner sobs and omg I really need to do something with my Maths subjects ugrh please pray for me okay ;A;

 

  

   

 

Destiny.

Assalamua'laikum and hello fellas. Huwaaaa akhirnya dapat juga aku buat post lol well internet macam asdfghjkl hoh sabar jelah aku ._. Oh yeah Himchanchan dengan Namjoo comels lol macam siblings dah aku tengok hoho *o* Kepada BAPINK shippers tahniah lol ahahaha aku ship juga sikit. Comel je mereka semua pakai uniform sekolah lol harhar biasanya APink buat dengan Beast tapi kali ni buat dengan BAP pulak lol ehehe tak apalah kan apa salahnya. Tapi sebenarnya aku nak APink buat photoshoot dengan Beast huhu manalah tahu kan Dongwoon dengan Naeun dapat pairing sesama wuuuu Son Siblings forever ;~;

Lmao haha sila pedulikan Gary lol ahahahaha lemme scream AAAAAA MyungEun dengan GyuJi dalam Running Man omg omg omg Naeun dekat belakang Myungsoo je lol ;_; Ahahahaha my dreams come true lol. Asdfghjkl Eunji pun dekat juga dengan Sunggyu tu ahahah my GyuJi feels hoho aku minta maaf Hoya wahahaha curang sekejap dengan HoJi lol xD. Ni yang buat aku sayang gilaaaa dengan PD Running Man ni haha akhirnya dapat juga aku tengok mereka bersama tsk omg ini sungguh mengharukan lol. AAAA , PD-nim I love you so much lol ahaha /throws hearts/ Aku harap mereka akan ineract lol omg happy gila aku lol tak sabar nak tunggu episod ni keluar wuuuu ;A; Ahah btw Gikwang dengan Doojoon pun ada sekali hoho yes yes dahlah Lee Joon dengan Seungho pun ada lol *o* Yeahhh MBLEAST moments please ;_; 

Somebody puhlese kill the man above lol AAAAAAAAAAA okbye /flips Kim Myungsoo/

Carlisle .

Assalamua'laikum , Annyeonghaesayo and Bonjour ;

Ahah Jongdae pehal senyum cenggitu lol comelnya /flips Chen/.

Hi-yeoms lol akhirnya aku berkesempatan juga nak update blog wuuuuu sesungguhnya line internet sangatlah tidak mengizinkan lol tu pasal tak update dari haritu. Harhar cuti ni memang best sebab ramai gilaaaa okay suami aku nak comeback tapi dalam masa yang sama aku berduka juga sebab internet dekat sini lembaps hmph jadi tak dapatlah aku nak stalk bias-bias aku. //Lol , sedih kan cerita ni wuuuu ;~; Ahah okay malas dah nak bercerita pasal line internet tu buat sakit hati dan limpa je tsk ;_;

I miss PinkFinite so much sobs ;~~~;

Huargh APink maybe akan comeback bulan June ini lol hoh moga-moga berita ni betul sobs aku rindu gila dengan APink rasa macam dah lama sangat mereka tak comeback ;~; /kesat hingus/ Oh satu lagi , Infinite pun maybe akan buat comeback juga nanti yeahhhhh hoho tolonglah aku harap sangat Infinite comeback sekali dengan APink macam tahun lepas sobs rindu nak tengok mereka atas stage yang sama ;A; Then then aku harap mereka ada buat special stage lol okay tingginya harapan aku harhar -_- Tapi walau apapun yang terjadi aku tetap akan ship APink dengan Infinite lol walaupun aku sedar betapa jauhnya mereka sekarang ni huargh /burst into tears/. Hanya fanfics je tempat aku melepaskan rindu wuuu PinkFinite hwaiting lol \*o*/

Lol harhar tangan aku gatal pergi buat ni lol .__.

Oh okay aku saja-saja je buat benda dekat atas ni tsk aku tahu buruksss gila kan lol /kesat air mata/ Ahah aku guna Photoscape je urgh kan bagus kalau aku ada Photoshop hoh memang syok gilalah kan dapat mengedit bagai ._. Erk mohon jangan take serious lol berkenaan cover di atas omg aku pun tak tahu apa motif aku guna Sehun dengan Naeun sebagai model. Aku just nak cuba buat cover cemni je tidak lebih daripada itu cewahh ayat -_- Oh okay okay aku kena minta diri dulu sebab aku nak pergi baca fanfic ni harhar hobi feveret aku okay kahkah *o* Alright , bye-yeoms.

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/363755/broken-wings-romance-woohyun-pinkfinite-woorong-chorong-btobminhyuk

Forever and Always .

Girl In Love.

Assalamua'laikum dan Salam Sejahtera ;

Lol kehengseman beliau memang tak dapat disangkal lagi tsk ;~;

Okay lol mianhe aku rasa dah lama gilaaaa kut aku tak update tsk internet aku buat hal nasib baik hari ni line dia okay u.u /peluk wi-fi/ Oh yeahhh actually aku dekat Terengganu sekarang ni harhar yeahhh lol aku rasa cuti ni maybe aku banyak spent dekat rumah aku , Kuala Berang. Cehhh , home sweet home lah katakan lol .__. Ahah aku rinduuuuu Anis rindu sesangat-sangat lol tsk Anis ajak aku jumpa esok dekat KFC yang terletak berdekatan dengan rumah aku ni tapi aku tak pasti lagi dapat pergi ke tidak ;_; Aku kena pergi melawat pak cik aku esok dekat hospital sebab dia eksiden sobs kesian gilaaaa kut dekat pak cik aku sampai masuk ICU bagai hmmm risau betul aku bila tahu pasal tu ;~; //Doakanlah semoga beliau cepat sembuh ya.

AAA , Baozi comel lewls tsk ;A; /campak baozi/

Muahahaha semalam birthday Baozi okay aku hanya sempat spazz dekat Twitter je lol harhar tak tidur aku pagi semalam sebab dia xD. Ahah Kim Minseok anda dah tuaaaa luls harhar tapi jangan risau wajah anda sentiasa awet muda cewahhh terserlah kecomelan mu wakakaka aku tergoda okay. //Chen , jangan bunuh aku okay luls xD. Omo Baoziiiii huwaaaa happy birthday okay lol aku harap kau akan sentiasa sihat dan gembira di samping orang yang tersayang ewahh ayat kemain lagi /flips hair/ Dan satu lagi , kau cubalah bodek si Tan Sri Lee Sooman tu cakap dekat dia EXO dah boleh buat comeback dahhh haish kalau dia tak nak buat comeback untuk EXO kau bagitahu aku biar aku kerjakan si orang tua tu luls muahahah /evil laugh/ Okay aku memang sentiasa kejam terhadap insan yang bernama Sooman harap maklum /flips mop SM THE MANAGER/.

Huarghhh bapak ah gifs ni omg tsk mohon sesiapa bagi aku bantuan oksigen ;o;

Aku sedih kei sebenarnya sebab tak dapat buat post untuk comeback INFINITE tsk okay time mereka comeback tu aku masih berada di sekolah oh apa boleh buat ;_; /kesat hingussss/ Lol setiap hari aku pergi makmal komputer okay semata-mata nak tengok teasers mereka semua sumpah aku mental breakdown gilaaaa minggu tu puihhhh /flips sekolah/. Omo INFINITE aku semua hengsemmm okay rasa macam nak peluk-peluk je mereka semua harhar. Alaaaa , tapi aku rasa macam tak lengkap je luls sebab APINK tak comeback sekali ;~; Biasanya mereka comeback sesama huarghhh kenapa tahun ni tak ;AAAAA; Sobseuuuu mohon Papa Hong cepat buat comeback ya untuk APINK sementara INFINITE masih ada okay aku tengah mood Pinkspirit kahkah *o*

Omo Jonghyun , my Colin luls putihnyaaaaa macam vampire pun ada u.u

Ahah lol aku ship Jonghyun dengan Myungsoo huwaaaa mereka ni kalau jadi adik-beradik sesuai kan lol harhar aku suka tengok Myungsoo rapat dengan Jonghyun dalam Running Man haritu tu wuwuwuwu sumpah aku rasa bahagia gilaaaa okay hahah suami-suami aku berkawan baik ._. Omg Colinnnnn aku sayang kau mwahahah Myungsoo mohon jangan jeles okay lol aku minat Colin dulu sebelum aku minat kau wengweng sebab Colin debut awal luls -_- /flips buku fizik/ Aku selalu berangan yang mereka ni siblings vampire lol kahkah okay imaginasi aku terlebihhhhh fine /flips hairrr/ Ohya , cakap pasal vampire kan lol hahah aku sebenarnya tengah dalam proses membaca satu fanfic MyungEun ni herher dalam ni Myungsoo jadi vampire okay u.u //Harhar sesuai sangatlah tuuu lols. Bestlah fanfic dia tapi aku tak habis baca lagi huwaaaa aku akan cuba habiskan nanti omg cerita dia best gilaaaa fuhhhh memang aku admire gila dengan author-nim yang buat fanfic tu. 

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/230117/blood-life-love-us-apink-infinite-myungsoo-vampires-pinkfinite-myungeun

Lol okay kalau berminat nak baca boleh ambik link dekat atas tu okay harhar aku memang suka promote fanfic orang bwahahah -_- Ehem ,  so yeahhh setakat ini sahajalah post aku huarghhhh aku tak siap lagi homework yang cikgu bagi puihhhh kalah Gunung Everest okay metafora sungguh macamlah aku cuti sebulan haish lecehhh betul pfffft okay minta diri dulu ya , bye-yeomssss *o*

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